Dominatrix Dancer, (Paperback)

In 1991 the documentary Inside New Zealand aired on TV, in New Zealand. The documentary revealed the lives of working dominatrix women after the Peter Plumbly-Walker murder case shocked the nation. Sixteen-year-old schoolgirl M. realised she wasn't alone in her kink as a submissive and found herself inspired to become a dominatrix. After high school, M. becomes involved with an alternative gregarious family. When her relationship with the youngest son starts to fall apart, a fatal kiss from Zane, the oldest son, tethers her to a man afraid to love. She follows him to Tunbridge Wells and later London on her OE. A bond develops between M. and Zane as he watches over M.'s descent into the sex industry in Soho, London. She finds work as an exotic pole dancer and in the only adult shop catered for Sadomasochists, where she prepares herself for a future as a dominatrix. Before she embarks as a professional dominatrix, M. takes a seven-week holiday to the Middle East. In a chance encounter, M. meets Laurent, a French sadist a year younger than herself, and falls in love. Laurent persuades M. to forget about dominatrix work."Okay, but wouldn't you want me to continue thinking for myself?" There is another issue. "What about when we have children?" I ask."We will tone it down a bit later on." That makes sense, but I'm unsure if it is possible. We would form a pattern that may not be able to be broken overnight. I don't want my children growing up with violence."What about my freedom, if I want to go, will you let me?""Yes, I will release you, if you need to go." He lays beside me, rubbing my arm with rhythm.We talk about my life in London working as a stripper. I tell him in detail about the black guy calling me a trick. Hot tears roll down the sides of my cheeks in the darkness of the night in the hotel room. Laurent says, "Don't do it. You're mine, now and I can't let you do this.""I want to work as a dominatrix."He laughs. "You want to learn to be a bitch? Don't turn yourself into something you're not, it could be harmful to your personality.""Do you think so?"Dominatrix Dancer spans thirteen countries, taking you on an erotic adventure of love, acceptance, and becoming your own knight in shining armour.