Primarily this book, "The Firestorm of Tears," is about my journey through the veil of tears, from one side of the spiritual spectrum to the other. My trial by fire, and my resurrection on the other side. It's about the depths of melancholy, lust, love and trying to find the will to live through it all. Somehow I made it out of that depraved sadness. I crawled out of the pits of despair and loneliness to find a bit of solace in His arms. I write from my heart, and my experiences with other worlds. Being a pagan, with my eyes wide open, has enabled me to glimpse into other dimensions of existence. I grab stories from my dreams, and my astral travels. I try to convey what I have lived through onto paper so that maybe some of you won't feel so alone.I believe the human experience is about sharing experiences and telling stories. This book is my way of sharing and telling my story. In a symbolic format, I try to convey the secrets of my heart. Bearing it deeply for all to read. My living agony is spread across the table like a dinner party, so that you can relate, and I can release my pent up emotions.