Hiding from Reality: My Story of Love, Loss, and Finding the Courage Within

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Hiding from Reality: My Story of Love, Loss, and Finding the Courage Within

Format:  Hardcover,

264 pages

Publisher: Simon & Schuster

Publish Date: Feb 2012

ISBN-13: 9781451677713

ISBN-10: 1451677715

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NOT EVERY FAIRY TALE HAS A HAPPY ENDING. . . .

Reality hit Taylor Armstrong hard one tragic evening last August when she found the body of her estranged husband, Russell, hanging in his California home. Fans across the country were shocked at the horrific news of his death and even more shocked to discover that behind the glittering "reality" of Taylor's life on "The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills "lurked a painful story of emotional and physical abuse that she had been terrified to tell.

An estimated 80 percent of domestic abuse victims remain silent, suffocated by fear and relentless self-doubt. For Taylor, it was the threat of financial ruin and finding herself alone with her young daughter that kept her tethered to her volatile husband. But after a ferocious roundhouse punch from Russell fractured her face, resulting in reconstructive surgery, she finally made the brave decision to walk away from a man she loved and a legacy of physical abuse that she first encountered as a child and that haunted her throughout her adulthood.

To the outside world, the Armstrongs lived like royalty, throwing lavish parties--including a memorable tea party for their daughter's fourth birthday--and mingling with their privileged "Housewives "co-stars. It was impossible to hide the cracks in their marriage from the cameras forever, though, and their darkest secrets slowly began to seep through the gilded facade.

With searing honesty, Taylor candidly examines her difficult journey from the abusive home in which she was born to the low self-esteem that kept her constantly on the run from herself, to the tumultuous marriage that ended in suicide, and ultimately to her realization that only by sharing her moving story could she help other women.

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"The terrible truth is that I felt lost without the control that Russell had imposed on me for the nearly six years that we were married. Disturbingly, I missed that control. I didn't know what to do once I had no one there to tell me how to dress, act, and behave; what to want; and who, even, to be. In some ways, I missed the abuse. I missed the pain. I missed being scared. Not because I liked feeling any of that. But because it was the life I had become accustomed to, and without anyone to be afraid of, to apologize to, and to cover for, I felt completely lost."

--TAYLOR ARMSTRONG

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Publisher: Simon & Schuster
Publish Date: Feb 2012
ISBN-13: 9781451677713
ISBN-10: 1451677715
Format: Hardcover
Number of Pages: 264
Shipping Weight (in pounds): 1.0
Product in Inches (L x W x H): 5.7 x 1.2 x 8.6

Chapter outline

Prologuep. 1
Unworthy of Lovep. 7
Erasing the Girl I Had Once Beenp. 21
Not the Kind of Guy You Want to Go Out Withp. 37
The Cost of Protectionp. 57
Pizza without a Vegetablep. 83
I'm Afraid I'm Going to Kill Youp. 103
The Polygraph Testp. 123
I've Got to Get Out of This Relationshipp. 139
It's Your Faultp. 159
Please, Not in Front of Our Daughterp. 179
It's Overp. 201
The Worst Day of My Lifep. 219
Picking Up the Piecesp. 235
Epiloguep. 255
Domestic Violence Resource Guidep. 257
National Resource Centersp. 259
Acknowledgmentsp. 261

Book description

Taylor Armstrong, star of The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills on Bravo, pulls back the curtain on the years she suffered in silence through domestic violence in this searingly honest account of her troubled marriage to the late Russell Armstrong.

“The terrible truth is that I felt lost without the control that Russell had imposed on me for the nearly six years that we were married. Disturbingly, I missed that control.

I didn’t know what to do once I had no one there to tell me how to dress, act, and behave; what to want; and who, even, to be. In some ways, I missed the abuse. I missed the pain. I missed being scared. Not because I liked feeling any of that. But because it was the life I had become accustomed to, and without anyone to be afraid of, to apologize to, and to cover for, I felt completely lost.”

Reality hit Taylor Armstrong hard one tragic evening last August when she found the body of her estranged husband, Russell, hanging in his California home. Fans across the country were shocked at the horrific news of his death and even more shocked to discover that behind the glittering “reality” of Taylor’s life on The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills lurked a painful story of emotional and physical abuse that she had been terrified to tell.

To the outside world, the Armstrongs lived like royalty, throwing lavish parties—including a memorable tea party for their daughter’s fourth birthday—and mingling with their privileged Housewives co-stars. It was impossible to hide the cracks in their marriage from the cameras forever, though, and their darkest secrets slowly began to seep through the gilded façade.

With searing honesty, Taylor candidly examines her difficult journey from the abusive home in which she was born to the low self-esteem that kept her constantly on the run from herself, to the tumultuous marriage that ended in suicide, and ultimately to her realization that only by sharing her moving story could she help other women.

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